good friends
dinner with the girls at falafel. our sex in the city foursome is complete with the visit of alha from seattle. lately, it has just been dines, liba, and me. and although it is always fun and entertaining, i realize what is missing is alhas distinct laugh, her multisyllabic vocabulary, and her store-bought boobs. alha looked, as always, hot. she should because the woman now teaches aerobics three times a week, and in february, four. i mean, jeez, is there nothing this girl cannot do? dammit.
alha tells me of the guy she wants to set me up with. not only is she perfect, she is also so kind, generous, and sweet.
"hes a comedian," she says, "but not a comedian slash something."
"oh, like in zoolander? the actor slash model award at the slashies?"
"right. hes just a comedian not a comedian slash car dealer. but he hasnt been around lately. and he told me a story that says a lot about his character. and hes so funny, and hes kind of cute. and if i werent married..."
"girl," i warn her, "stay away from my man."
she invites us up for the gazillionth time, and i really want to go to her city. after her wedding two (or is it three now) years ago, i remember hating this damned city when i returned because seattle had been so beautiful and this one isnt. the people, the land, the spirit all combine to make it a highly desirable place to live. the city is so much more my speed, and i would move up there in a second. however, my family down here and the weather up there keep me from doing so.
i have few friends. im not looking to expand my circle, but it is always so great when i meet a soul i know id like to forge a friendship with.
im so drained with ben. i want to like him, but hes so sexual. i tell him today that lately i am drawn to people who are pure and are enshroud in goodness. he responds that he notices my change.
but this isnt a change; its always been a part of me. i love sex, but i also like innocence. i love boys, but i am drawn to men also. there is something to said for overnight meaningful relationships, but im beginning to be seduced at the prospect of marriage.
im a contradiction of extremes. ah, such is life.
dinner with the girls at falafel. our sex in the city foursome is complete with the visit of alha from seattle. lately, it has just been dines, liba, and me. and although it is always fun and entertaining, i realize what is missing is alhas distinct laugh, her multisyllabic vocabulary, and her store-bought boobs. alha looked, as always, hot. she should because the woman now teaches aerobics three times a week, and in february, four. i mean, jeez, is there nothing this girl cannot do? dammit.
alha tells me of the guy she wants to set me up with. not only is she perfect, she is also so kind, generous, and sweet.
"hes a comedian," she says, "but not a comedian slash something."
"oh, like in zoolander? the actor slash model award at the slashies?"
"right. hes just a comedian not a comedian slash car dealer. but he hasnt been around lately. and he told me a story that says a lot about his character. and hes so funny, and hes kind of cute. and if i werent married..."
"girl," i warn her, "stay away from my man."
she invites us up for the gazillionth time, and i really want to go to her city. after her wedding two (or is it three now) years ago, i remember hating this damned city when i returned because seattle had been so beautiful and this one isnt. the people, the land, the spirit all combine to make it a highly desirable place to live. the city is so much more my speed, and i would move up there in a second. however, my family down here and the weather up there keep me from doing so.
i have few friends. im not looking to expand my circle, but it is always so great when i meet a soul i know id like to forge a friendship with.
im so drained with ben. i want to like him, but hes so sexual. i tell him today that lately i am drawn to people who are pure and are enshroud in goodness. he responds that he notices my change.
but this isnt a change; its always been a part of me. i love sex, but i also like innocence. i love boys, but i am drawn to men also. there is something to said for overnight meaningful relationships, but im beginning to be seduced at the prospect of marriage.
im a contradiction of extremes. ah, such is life.
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