i need to get out of here

there are some people who have such negative energy that everything about them looks dark, even if they are light-skinned or they wear bright clothes.

here is a list of vampires at work:

fishhead II is the dumbest asshole ive ever met, yet i am relegated to schmooze with her. it is so fun to make her think that she is this wonderful mother hen, when really, ijust to watch her do her song and dance, cock and bull story. lovely.

bear the mothereffer is the king of dumbasses. i really think hes senile. i havent exchanged a word with him since july, and when i see him, he is so...uncomfortable because he knows he fucked me over. oh, well. cant do anything about that.

the l word is the sneakiest little lesbian that i have ever met, besides pubic hair head. the l word just reeks of cowardice. her avoidance of any and all, her elusiveness, and her unpleasantness frightens me to the point of going out of my way to be out of her way. shes a cunning, dirty cat lover.

if hell were to regurgitate its demons and swallow them up again, these are my top three nominees for their recall. many of us often wonder why these three are allowed to roam what was once a pleasant environment until their presence killed the life and commaraderie amongst us all. and i believe the reason is so some of us can get their asses in gear and to get out of here.

thats what i have to do. no more shit talking about getting my cover letter out. im just going to do it. no more sitting back and let the negative take over. im better than that.

i want out. and i want out now.