WWID?

i didn't know what to expect. spending time with him the last four weeks was absolutely amazing. we have been brought together, not by coincidence, but by love. i hope. i think. im not sure. sleep deprivation makes you do, think, and say things you wouldnt normally do. sometimes, thats when im most honest and vulnerable. i love him. i love that he is a friend. i love that he accepts me. i love that i feel so calm next to him. i love that when i look into his eyes, i see excitement, freshness, intensity. and when i look again, i see peace, understanding, me. he is unavailable. of course, he would be. hes amazing. hes intelligent, kind, beautiful. i adore him. i hope he is happy in his current situation. i hope one day to be talking about him while i aspire to inspire others.